Hook:
If I die I just wanna let you know
I'm not as bad as what you think hope that you know
I'm having trouble sleeping thinking how I'll go
I'm overthinking 'bout some shit I can't keep on
I've been really thinking hard about it
Might go Cobain; I'm doubting
But if I die I just wanna let you know
I'm overthinking 'bout some shit I can't keep on
Verse 1:
Ey fuck it (3x) don't know what to do
No doubt if I don't have the music I might gonna loose
Myself and these problems tearing me apart going blue
And if I go lose I might end up regretting I do
I'm tryna erase the negativity never did
Exhaust my energy with things that don't matter I did
Really wish I can travel back to time like a kid
'Cause really ma I ain't kidding
Repeat hook
Verse 2:
Late night I've been writing tryna ease my mind (yeah)
Whenever I make my rhymes sometimes I just go cry (yeah)
Wanna pour it out no matter what they fucking say (yeah)
If I touch their hearts that is what really matters (yeah, yeah)
No doubt it but I'm feeling nada (yeah)
Really I'm shattered (yeah)
I need somebody (yeah)
Mom ain't replying (yeah)
Granny in heaven (yeah)
I need somebody (yeah)
Really need somebody
Yeah
I need more confidence
I gotta do it no confidant
The place where I'm at got no ambiance
Really need to get to my consciousness
I really need to get to my consciousness
My body tired but now confident
I'm getting it done but no obligant
Cause this what I love really focusing
Hook 2:
But if I die I just wanna let you know
I'm not as bad as what you think hope that you know
I'm having trouble sleeping thinking how I'll go
I'm overthinking 'bout some shit I can't keep on
I've been really thinking hard about it
Might go Cobain; I'm doubting
But if I die I just wanna let you know
I've been alone I put my heart into this song
Outro:
But if I die
If I die...
What if I die?
