Feel like I'm out of time and I'm out of place
I'm off my prime you can see it through my face
The sweet success and all these flavors on my plate but I can't really taste it
Used to be great in finding ways, now I'm at a maze I can't escape in
In a bed, but feel like a spider stuck in its web
All these thoughts left me hanging on a thread
And so I made a sweater out of the problems that I weaved
I'm getting cozy with all the madness that I see
Guess I just got used to just letting it be
Too tired to stay awake
Too awake to be blinded by the fake
Boy, what I would give to be in a world where I can twist my fate
Create illusions and make them cradle my mental state
Or at least what I take works like the way they're supposed to when I’m self medicating
I ain't throwing shade the shadows that follow me make the light scarce
My story spook you much as how your fears never leave you slightly scared
Eyes wide open and I'm afraid of the ghosts of my past cause they might stare
You're out there chasing dreams I’m running away from my nightmares
Cause I'm having a hard time dreaming
Head aches, heavy breathing and uncomfortable feelings
It's been like this in each and every evening
Once I close my eyes, the nightmares come and start creeping
