I'm still the same dude with the same dreams
And the same fiends that wake me up at night
With the same sins that make me and my conscience fight
With the same trials to try and make my karma right
And the same signs that make me go in spite
Of all the shit that occur
Can't tell how I got here, vision blurs when I'm buzzed
Half my time spent with a cup, the other half I combust
Couple grams to the dust and popping pills till I'm fucked
All that shit and still it ain't Enough
These recent sleeplеss nights I've been thinking lately
Maybe I'vе could've done better if I haven’t worn some paisley
And instead wore decent clothes, clip my dreads and sport a clean cut
Shaved my beard, broke my board and had my shirt tucked
'Cos, all these bridges I burned, and I still can't ignite the passion I yearn
All the lessons I learned, can't make up for the mistakes I wish to turn
All the medals I earn, got tainted
By the rust on the urn
Of the past I've been trying to bury
And still I
Remain passive
Same questions
'Scaped problems
Safe measure
Same pressure
Faint passion
Crave pleasure
Played reckless
Came damage
And I ask myself
What the fuck is really going on
Remain passive
Same questions
'Scaped problems
Safe measure
Same pressure
Faint passion
Crave pleasure
Played reckless
Came damage
And I ask myself
What the fuck is really
Gamble my life away, don't know if I should keep my talents on my pockets
Straight and honest I'm folding to the pressure of counting losses
Too afraid to risk flushing my self
Down to the shitload of consequences from the wrong choices
And its kind of funny that
I'm still throwing pennies on the well and wishing for a life that's good
When I never wanted to be known, all I wanted was to be understood
Fuck the game, the glory to my name, And the fame that makes you blind
Ill gladly Trade that piece a heaven for a little peace of mind
They keep telling me outside, there’s a warm and sunny day
Thing is all I'm longing for is some sort of shade
The substance that I looked for, I took for granted now I fly astray
Suddenly the same things that gave me my wings took my sky away
Fate ringing to collect the pay
And I hung up the call of change
I’m stuck in my safe space
And I’m here to stay cos I lost the way
Hold on to the hope some day
Ill have the courage to run the thrill of the chase
And in this world finally find my place
Still I
Remain passive
Same questions
'Scaped problems
Safe measure
Same pressure
Faint passion
Crave pleasure
Played reckless
Came damage
And I ask myself
What the fuck is really going on
Remain passive
Same questions
'Scaped problems
Safe measure
Same pressure
Faint passion
Crave pleasure
Played reckless
Came damage
And I ask myself
What the fuck is really
